you don’t know the real me but i would like you to. You think of me as a friend but i want more. Your name is brook mullen and i think i am inlove with you. i wonder if you know how sorry i am? i wonder if you know i love the color of your eyes? i wonder if you can tell you are the first thing i think about in the morning and the last thing i think about at night. I wonder if you can ever forgive me for what i did? You were there for me at times when no one else was. you never tried to change me to get your friends to like me. you love to read and you are a great dancer. I know everything about you and i still want to know more. you are why i cry myself to sleep. i am not afriad to fall inlove with brook, i’m afraid you won’t catch me. i think you may be one of my very best friends, but i want more. I’m so sorry and i know i can never repay you for what you have done for me. i’m so ,so sorry and i just wan you to know i love you. everything you have done for me and everything i’m sure you will do. i don’t know what to say except you will be a great person brook. and thats thing i’ll miss most about you, how you never judged me or anyone else by what other people were saying. and i guess this must be my way of saying goodbye. never forget me because oneday you will be telling your kids about the girl that commited suacide at your jr. high, i want you to think of me as the girl that was inlove with you though, and maybe the girl you might have been inlove with
